Will Never Be The Same

I try to live the day without you, and it feels like working with only one hand or seeing with only one eye. It feel so hard !! But however, i must try. And i know, you also feel the same way too and also trying to do the same thing like i did.

Like it or not, there will be an end in this cyber love story. Each of us must try to move forward without looking back. Especially you, because you already have her before i came to your life. And i cannot always become the person that stand between you and her.

I realize, no matter how much i love you – and you love me – there will be no chance for us. I might be have place in your heart, but i will never have place by your side. Because she already take place there, and there will be no second place for every women including me.

I admit, you are the sweetest hello and the sadest goodbye in my life. And yes, i’m sad because i have to losing you. I’m crumble !! But i’m sure, it only take time to heal this wound although it will leave scar. And no matter how, my life will never be the same again without you.

I love you Ben, and i will always do...