Married ???!!... @#$& - Part II

I feel quite sad lately, and it all start when I went to Cianjur to attend my cousins wedding. As always, when I gather around with my family they always ask me when i'm gonna married. And all I can do just smile when they ask that, smile on the outside but cry in the inside. And my mom, she also do the same thing and push me more and more about this "M" thing.

Why can't you people try to understand, this is not what I want to be. Could you please stop asking such a stupid qestion over and over again ?? Could you please stop comparing me with my younger brother ??

So what if he's younger than me and already married and have child ?? Don't you know the way you ask that questions, the way you comparing me with my brother is killing me ??

If you said that's all because you people care about me, so please stop !! Stop care about me !!! I don't need your care, I don't need your sympathy. Because that's not sympathy, it's sounds more like mock and I hate it !! So please, just shut the fuck up...