Welcome 2012

2011 is about to end, and 2012 is about to begin. And before the new year sun rise, I want to make some list for upcoming year...

My Wish List for 2012

1. Have a better and brighter career

2. Have a better and stronger relationship with my Macx... :)

3. Perform a "Qurban" from my own income

4. Meet Macx's family and take Macx to my family as well, Insya Allah...

5. Be more positive and pray more often

6. Be more caring to my family and my friends

7. Buy one of my dream gadget.. ^^,

Hopefully God willing to grant my wishes, and it means that I have to work and pray harder than before to make it come true...

Well, HAPPY NEW YEAR people...!!!!!  

Cheers to a New Year and another chance for us to get it right.

BAD Vehicle

I saw this car couple days ago in my office parking lot, and just can't imagine how BAD the owner of this vehicle is... :p

Married ???!!... @#$& - Part II

I feel quite sad lately, and it all start when I went to Cianjur to attend my cousins wedding. As always, when I gather around with my family they always ask me when i'm gonna married. And all I can do just smile when they ask that, smile on the outside but cry in the inside. And my mom, she also do the same thing and push me more and more about this "M" thing.

Why can't you people try to understand, this is not what I want to be. Could you please stop asking such a stupid qestion over and over again ?? Could you please stop comparing me with my younger brother ??

So what if he's younger than me and already married and have child ?? Don't you know the way you ask that questions, the way you comparing me with my brother is killing me ??

If you said that's all because you people care about me, so please stop !! Stop care about me !!! I don't need your care, I don't need your sympathy. Because that's not sympathy, it's sounds more like mock and I hate it !! So please, just shut the fuck up...

Fashion Blog

I like to open fashion blog recently. Not because I want to become a fashion blogger, but because from those blog I could find some reference for my daily style and it's quite help so far. I learn how to mix and match outfit and learn how to use accesories. Before I'm just a simple woman with simple clothes. I always use jeans and t-shirt and don't have any courage to do some experiments with my style. But thanks to fashion blog, I try to do that now. Wearing some skirt, scarf, stocking, bangles, flats, wedges, heels, short pants, necklace.

But the most important thing is you have to feel comfort and confidence with what you wear, so it will look fit in you. No matter even if the clothes that you wear is branded one or not, expensive or cheap - comfortable and confidence is the main key. Well, that's my opinion... =)

This is some fashion blog that I used to open :

http://dianarikasari.blogspot.com/

http://soniaeryka.blogspot.com/

http://karlascloset.blogspot.com/

http://diamondhurts.blogspot.com/

http://www.junepaski.com/

Birthday Blast...

Last Wednesday I've been invited to come to my friend birthday dinner and it was sudden invitation. Before I thought I couldn't come to the party because I already had another appointment, but then I decided to drop by for a while and congrats him. Unfortunately I came late, but it was fun though. And nothing better than gather around with friends take a long conversation and laughing together.

The Birthday Boy, Syaeful Bakry

Happy 26th Anniversary ... :)

Thank you for Inviting me Ipul and I hope that the coming year provides you with all the success and fulfillment your heart wishes.

Neverland

When we were born, life feels so simple. All we did just eat, sleep, play and all the things that we feel just love from our parents. Then we grow up, go to school and learn many things. Teenagers feels like adventure - fallin in love for the first time, had pimple, having period time for girls, start to dress up and learn how to apply make up. What a fun life...

As we grow older life feels more complicated than before. I've become a money chaser, love hurts more than wound, lies, hate. I miss my childhood badly, I want to be a little girl anymore where I don't have to think about life. If Neverland truly exist on this Earth, I wish I could live there with Peterpan and become a little girl for the rest of my life...

Puncak Trip - Part II

Ay ay ayyy ...!!! Finally I'm come back from my short vacation and ready to hit the office on this Monday. I am totally full charge !! Tired, but sooo happy... This vacation definitely refresh my mind - green view, fresh air, cold weather - what a perfect combination.

We start the Puncak trip on Friday night after me and my friends had dinner, around 9.30 pm and reach Puncak about 00.30 am. We stay in a villa with 3 bedroom and I think the place quite comfy. Next day we start with riding a horse and it was my first experience. If you ask me how was it feel, then I will said it was scary. I'm afraid I will fell down, but thank God I didn't. In the afternoon we swim after take a short nap, although I don't know how to swim at all. Hehehehe... But It was fun though

Actually we were plan to go back to Jakarta on Saturday night, but rain make us stay one day longer. Although in the next day we don't have much time to play outside because of the rain, and all we can do just curled under the blanket. Around 2.30 pm we're heading to Jakarta and drop by in some place for eat and buy some food for my family. Lucky us because the traffic wasn't so bad yesterday and I reached home at 21.45 pm. And as I've been estimated before, I'm just too busy with my vacation and don't take a lot of picture, but I will upload some.

Whooaaa !!! I love this wekeend so much, and hopefuly I will have another chance to take another vacation. I do wish... ^^,

This is the villa where we stay

This is the view from the backyard

Don't get fooled with your eyes people, it's me not a mermaid

Hahahaha... :p

And this is the green view that I'm talking about.
Sooooooooo awesome !!!

Technology

Today I remove some of my picture from my blackberry to USB, because I think I had too much picture in my BB and it's make my BB work slower than before. After I save all my picture in USB, I start to staring at this little device with big ability. And I wondering, how come this little gadget could do such a big thing like saving all of my document, my  music, my picture.

I remember back then when I was in High School and start to learn about computer. I save all my data in disk which capacity is much more less than USB, sometime it's also error and I cannot open the data at all. After that I start to learn to save data in CD, but mostly I use it to save music and picture. 

When I was in college I start to know about USB. So small, so simple, and so awesome. That's what I think at that time, hehehe... When first time USB come up, the capacity was not as big as now. Maybe just 125 MB (please correct me if I'm wrong.. :p). But now, you can find USB with 1, 2, 4, GB and all you have to do just choose which one is suit for your need. Just about 10 years and technology already evolve that much. That disk and USB just one little example for technological advances. No wonder if kids nowaday become a gadget freak.

I just can't imagine, what will happen in the next 10 years. What kind of gadget people will invent ?? Will I see car flying, time machine, robot or another cool things I used to see in movies ?? Well, who knows...

Puncak Trip - Part I

Last week my friends ask me to go out for vacation to Puncak, but it was too sudden and I cannot go without telling my parents first. So like it or not I have to reject it. After that vacation invitation I just realise that I need vacation badly. Gosh... I don't know when was my last trip to Puncak. High school maybe, around 10 or 9 years ago. But thank God they are postpone the trip because they want me to come along, aren't they really nice... And this Friday after office hour we will go to Puncak. Yeeaayyy !!! I am super excited...

I am truly deeply need a place to escape from my routine. From traffic, from office duties. I need a green view to be seen and fresh air to breathe, and I'm so happy because I've got a chance to go. I just can't wait and hopefully I'm not too excited and have time to take picture and upload it in my blog. Puncak, I'm comiiing !!!... =D

My little sunshine..

Having a baby in family is like have your own sunshine, they will warm you up. That's what I feel since my brother's baby born, he make our family getting warmer and happier than before. Watch him sleeping make me feel peaceful, and hearing his babble make me laugh although I never knew the meaning.

Watching my nephew getting bigger each day is so amazing and skip one day without seeing his face is feel like something missing. There's always something funny to be told about him every single day. I am definitely falling in love with him since first day I saw his face and carry him in my arm. I can't imagine if I have my own baby one day, I think my feel will be greater than this. But for now I'm quite happy with my little nephew, Aidil.

 This is Aidil when he was born

 Aidil with grandma...

 Look how small he is before with weight just 2,8 kilos and height 49 cm

Aidil when he was 3 weeks old

He was able to make funny expression at this age

Auntie love you so much sweetie.. :*

Aidil with Daddy...

This is Aidil nowadays, before and after his hair shaved bald
His age is 2,5 months and his weight already increse to 6 kilos now.
Getting bigger, smarter, more lovable and adorable each day my dear.. :)

Small Reunion

Last 2nd November was my friend birthday, Rika Novanda Yasin. Her age is 27 years old now and this year will be her last year as a single woman, because she will get married next year. So she decided to held a birthday dinner and I was invited. 

It such a small reunion to me, because I can meet my old friend in Earthstone and obviously I met my former boss also - Bharat. And I can't deny that I miss them a lot, especially Bharat. I spend my time sat beside him all day when i'm in Earthstone. Saw his face, heard his voice and teased by him almost everyday. Although sometime we also arguing and he make me upset, but still I miss that moment. 

And as always, he also teasing me at that night. But because he's no longer my boss, so I can tease him also without feeling awkward like before. And I was having so much fun at that time because I was surrounded by good friend, good food and good music...

Happy Birthday Rika...

Wish you all the best, always success and may all your dreams come true. By the way, thank you for inviting me.

 

You

You are the biggest mystery in my life
Therefore I always wondering about you all day long...
You are like fatamorgana in my life
Because you are exist and not exist at the same time...
But you are also the best guy in my life
Because you are the only guy who could make me feel fallin' love everyday...
Yes it's you babe...

Sumpah Pemuda (Oath Youth)

SUMPAH PEMUDA

   

Pertama

KAMI PUTRA DAN PUTRI INDONESIA MENGAKU BERTUMPAH DARAH YANG SATU, TANAH AIR INDONESIA

Kedua

KAMI PUTRA DAN PUTRI INDONESIA MENGAKU BERBANGSA YANG SATU, BANGSA INDONESIA

Ketiga

KAMI PUTRA DAN PUTRI INDONESIA MENJUNJUNG BAHASA PERSATUAN, BAHASA INDONESIA

Jakarta, 28 Oktober 1928

That is the vows spoken by Indonesian youth 83 years ago. As a country, Indonesia still has a lot of lackness. Polution, poverty, education issue, corruption, you name it. But Indonesia also has it own potential, that's why a lot of people from another country come here to invest their fund. 

I ever work in a multinational company and met some people from another country and I can see that they like Indonesia. From the food and the people which they say are very friendly. Indonesia also has many good place to visit with superb views, many food to taste and many culture to explore.

So, if you ask me "Do you proud become an Indonesian ??" Then I will answer, "Yes, I'm proud become an Indonesian..."

Story of my life

I want to tell a story about my life. Well, as my blog tag line - the story of me, myself and I... =D

I live in a small family with one brother and one sister. When I was a kid, both of my parents are work. So I have to stay with nanny or sometime with my grandma or my older aunty. With my parents work, I can say that our life quite fulfilled, although I can't say that we are wealthy.

Both of my parents educate us with hard. When we did something wrong or being naughty, my dad will beat us without hesitation. Whether with his own hand or with stick. Sounds bad ?? It was... But the positive thing is it formed us to be a strong person in life. They don't spoiled us and they also don't like whiny child. And that's why I almost never crying in front of them until now. And i'm not the type of a woman who can shed a tears easily, although sometime sad movie can make me cry. Hehehehe... =P

When I was graduate from high school, we're moved. We'll stay with my grandma because she's already old, sickly and need companion. No longer when we're moved, my mom quit from her job because of allegation of corruption. Which obviously my mom won't ever do that, it's just a stupid crab !! She's the most loyal and honest employee, she worked 20 years for that company and she's been terminate because such a bullshit like that ??!! Very stupid...

After quit my mom decided to stay at home and take care of my grandma and our family. About one year after that my grandma passed away. And no longer after that, my dad also quit from his job. I was in college with one brother in high school and one sister in kindergarten, we still need a lot of money at that time while my parents jobless. I ever think to work and stop my study because I want to help them. But then I think, if I stop then it means I gave up and I will be such a loser. That's why I try to finish my study while become a freelancer as a movie translator.

Life seems so hard at that time. My mom sell her jewelry one by one just to buy food for us and to pay our tuition. My parents also sell they're house, which they bought at that time for invest. We're totally bankrupt... But hard life make us know how to be grateful even better than before, and the best thing is we still stick together. Finally I graduate and got my bachelor degree in 2006, and I graduate just in time. I take 4 years for my bachelor degree, and I can't describe how much my parents proud at me at that time. And that's what I want to do until now and so on, make them proud having a daughter like me... =)

After graduated I work in a small tax consultant with my cousin reference and I work there for 1 year 8 months. After that I work in a company which run their business in car park services for 1 year 7 months, and then I moved again to a multinational mining company for 1 year 4 months. And now I work in a new company and just started, i'm not even one month here.

By the way my dad already got a new job also and he's been work there for almost 3 years, my younger brother also already having a job as an accounting software consultant. So I can say that our family financial is getting better now, although not as good as before. But still, we're very grateful for that. Yes, life is like a spinning wheel. Sometimes we're down, sometimes we're up. But be sure that God will always watching us and give us the best thing at the best time...

My parents and my family are always the best spirit for me to be better and better all the time

Stand Up Comedy

Just watching stand up comedy by Raditya Dika in You Tube to fill the time off during my fasting, remember today is Thursday.

Very entertaining, very absurd and totally funny !!!

I upload some of it in my blog

Check this one out guys... =))

Beautiful Woman

Woman can look beautiful not only by the way she put her make up on or by the way she dress up. 

But also by the way she talk, by the way she act and by the way she think...

Lady Diana Frances Spencer (July 1, 1961–August 31, 1997)

First wife of Prince Charles

Her good heart make her look beautiful even more

Mother Teresa (August 26, 1910 - September 5, 1997)

The founder of  "Missionaries of Charity" in Kalkuta - India

Look inside her heart and you will find true beauty, and the wrinkle on her face will not reduce the value of it...

Benazir Bhutto (June 21, 1953 - December 27, 2007)

Beautiful, smart and brave. 

These 3 words i can use to describe about her,  first female prime minister in Pakistan

PS : Dedicated this post for these three remarkable woman

Love Hurts

Love hurts when you are totally in love with someone, but clearly seen that you cannot have him because he already have someone. Feel more hurt when your feeling getting deeper and deeper each day. Well, what can I say... Yes i'm hurt, hurt because i'm loving you and don't have any chance to have you. But however, I enjoy my time loving you

But don't worry honey, no matter how much i hurt - i'm sure - one day i will find someone like you and i will always wishing the best for you. And one thing i ask from you, please don't ever forget me. Keep our memories in your heart...

My ideal

When I was a little girl, I always want to be a career woman. Have my own job and make my own money. And thank God, here I am right now. Sit down behind my desk with computer screen right in front of me and doing my job, God hear my wish and grant it. Yeeiiyyy...!!!

Now when i grow up - as a woman - I have another ideal. I don't just want to be a career woman, I also want to be a good wife and a good mother. I want to take care of my husband and my children later, and still working of course. I want to give them kiss and hug everyday and I want to make food for them with my own hand. Well, although i still cannot cook for now. Hehehe ...

May God hear my wishes and willing to grant it again, aamiin...

: )

I wish i will look as pretty as her when i'm pregnant, my wish... =D

 I will go out for shopping with my boy as my bodyguard, so cute... :*

 Hot Mommy, that's what i want to be. Just like them...

Mom's rule...!!

 And I want to have a happy family like this, so sweet... *daydreaming :p

Brand New Start

Start working in a new company is not easy and also exciting in the same way. Because it means that i have to learn new things. No matter even if the occupation that i get always same - finance - but every company has different type of financial flow. And that's why, everytime i moved from one company to another, it means that i will get new experience and new knowledge.

I admit that i'm not a very smart person, but i always like to learn new things. It will feed my brain and enrich it. Actually my target in this company is to become a finance in their mining division. Although now i'm stuck in holding division. But i hope after my probation i could apply mutation to move to mining division. I want to have a lot of experience in mining and wishing one day i could end up become a part of a big mining company.

That is my dreams and wish me luck... :)

Last Day in PT. Earthstone Resources

Today is my last day in Earthstone. I still remember when first time i came here, so awkward because most of the employee is expatriat and it requires me to use English as my daily language for communication. Working here was like having my dreams come true. When i was graduated from college, i always imagine if i could have an opportunity to work in Kuningan, Sudirman or Gatot Subroto area because these place is bussines district in Jakarta. A lot of multinational and giant company dwelling the skyscraper building. And i really thanks to God for granted my wish. I can work in a multinational mining company which is located in Kuningan, in Menara Prima on 26th floor for exact.

If then i choose to leave this place it doesn't mean that i'm not grateful for what i have. What i'm doing now is moving forward and get ready to pursue my bigger dream. I want to be a successful person, i want to make my parents proud and felicitate them. And it means that i shouldn't be lulled in comfort zone, i have to keep exploring and keep moving for looking another challenge, experience and knowledge. But i'm sure, one day God will give me another chance to work in this kind of place again. Aamiin...

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