Letting go is something difficult, especially if you must let go something precious or someone that you love and care about. But that's exactly what i'm trying to do now.
First, I have to let go a guy who have accompanied me for a year. Like it or not, I must let my boyfriend go. Because instead of build a relationship, we ruin it. We are getting apart each day, we're even not contact each other for a month and we're not supporting each other anymore. And it such an ocular proof that we're not meant to be together. It makes me depressed at first, maybe because I was expected too much from him. But then I realise, good relationship should be able to make you smile more than crying. And because I experienced the opposite, so I think there's no point to keep it. However, i'm sure Allah preparing the best one for me in the end. So I don't have to worried right ??
Second, Finally my cousin - Yuyun - will move to Bogor in this early month of December and it's quite difficult for me to watch her go. We're very close and oftenly spend time together especially on weekend. Watching dvd, karaoke, window shopping, lunch or dinner together and sometime help her cook. I also stay at her place when her husband work at night shift. I'm gonna miss our chit chat time, gosipping and joking. She's more than just a cousin for me. She's also my bestfriend, my advisor and my supporter. I'm definitely will miss her. But I still can visit her sometime anyway, although we stay apart at least we still stay on the same island. So it shouldn't be a big problem. And i'm sure she will live happily there with her husband and her stepdaughter and will be blessed soon with a new baby. Insya Allah...
