You

You are the biggest mystery in my life
Therefore I always wondering about you all day long...
You are like fatamorgana in my life
Because you are exist and not exist at the same time...
But you are also the best guy in my life
Because you are the only guy who could make me feel fallin' love everyday...
Yes it's you babe...

Sumpah Pemuda (Oath Youth)

SUMPAH PEMUDA

   

Pertama

KAMI PUTRA DAN PUTRI INDONESIA MENGAKU BERTUMPAH DARAH YANG SATU, TANAH AIR INDONESIA

Kedua

KAMI PUTRA DAN PUTRI INDONESIA MENGAKU BERBANGSA YANG SATU, BANGSA INDONESIA

Ketiga

KAMI PUTRA DAN PUTRI INDONESIA MENJUNJUNG BAHASA PERSATUAN, BAHASA INDONESIA

Jakarta, 28 Oktober 1928

That is the vows spoken by Indonesian youth 83 years ago. As a country, Indonesia still has a lot of lackness. Polution, poverty, education issue, corruption, you name it. But Indonesia also has it own potential, that's why a lot of people from another country come here to invest their fund. 

I ever work in a multinational company and met some people from another country and I can see that they like Indonesia. From the food and the people which they say are very friendly. Indonesia also has many good place to visit with superb views, many food to taste and many culture to explore.

So, if you ask me "Do you proud become an Indonesian ??" Then I will answer, "Yes, I'm proud become an Indonesian..."

Story of my life

I want to tell a story about my life. Well, as my blog tag line - the story of me, myself and I... =D

I live in a small family with one brother and one sister. When I was a kid, both of my parents are work. So I have to stay with nanny or sometime with my grandma or my older aunty. With my parents work, I can say that our life quite fulfilled, although I can't say that we are wealthy.

Both of my parents educate us with hard. When we did something wrong or being naughty, my dad will beat us without hesitation. Whether with his own hand or with stick. Sounds bad ?? It was... But the positive thing is it formed us to be a strong person in life. They don't spoiled us and they also don't like whiny child. And that's why I almost never crying in front of them until now. And i'm not the type of a woman who can shed a tears easily, although sometime sad movie can make me cry. Hehehehe... =P

When I was graduate from high school, we're moved. We'll stay with my grandma because she's already old, sickly and need companion. No longer when we're moved, my mom quit from her job because of allegation of corruption. Which obviously my mom won't ever do that, it's just a stupid crab !! She's the most loyal and honest employee, she worked 20 years for that company and she's been terminate because such a bullshit like that ??!! Very stupid...

After quit my mom decided to stay at home and take care of my grandma and our family. About one year after that my grandma passed away. And no longer after that, my dad also quit from his job. I was in college with one brother in high school and one sister in kindergarten, we still need a lot of money at that time while my parents jobless. I ever think to work and stop my study because I want to help them. But then I think, if I stop then it means I gave up and I will be such a loser. That's why I try to finish my study while become a freelancer as a movie translator.

Life seems so hard at that time. My mom sell her jewelry one by one just to buy food for us and to pay our tuition. My parents also sell they're house, which they bought at that time for invest. We're totally bankrupt... But hard life make us know how to be grateful even better than before, and the best thing is we still stick together. Finally I graduate and got my bachelor degree in 2006, and I graduate just in time. I take 4 years for my bachelor degree, and I can't describe how much my parents proud at me at that time. And that's what I want to do until now and so on, make them proud having a daughter like me... =)

After graduated I work in a small tax consultant with my cousin reference and I work there for 1 year 8 months. After that I work in a company which run their business in car park services for 1 year 7 months, and then I moved again to a multinational mining company for 1 year 4 months. And now I work in a new company and just started, i'm not even one month here.

By the way my dad already got a new job also and he's been work there for almost 3 years, my younger brother also already having a job as an accounting software consultant. So I can say that our family financial is getting better now, although not as good as before. But still, we're very grateful for that. Yes, life is like a spinning wheel. Sometimes we're down, sometimes we're up. But be sure that God will always watching us and give us the best thing at the best time...

My parents and my family are always the best spirit for me to be better and better all the time

Stand Up Comedy

Just watching stand up comedy by Raditya Dika in You Tube to fill the time off during my fasting, remember today is Thursday.

Very entertaining, very absurd and totally funny !!!

I upload some of it in my blog

Check this one out guys... =))

Beautiful Woman

Woman can look beautiful not only by the way she put her make up on or by the way she dress up. 

But also by the way she talk, by the way she act and by the way she think...

Lady Diana Frances Spencer (July 1, 1961–August 31, 1997)

First wife of Prince Charles

Her good heart make her look beautiful even more

Mother Teresa (August 26, 1910 - September 5, 1997)

The founder of  "Missionaries of Charity" in Kalkuta - India

Look inside her heart and you will find true beauty, and the wrinkle on her face will not reduce the value of it...

Benazir Bhutto (June 21, 1953 - December 27, 2007)

Beautiful, smart and brave. 

These 3 words i can use to describe about her,  first female prime minister in Pakistan

PS : Dedicated this post for these three remarkable woman

Love Hurts

Love hurts when you are totally in love with someone, but clearly seen that you cannot have him because he already have someone. Feel more hurt when your feeling getting deeper and deeper each day. Well, what can I say... Yes i'm hurt, hurt because i'm loving you and don't have any chance to have you. But however, I enjoy my time loving you

But don't worry honey, no matter how much i hurt - i'm sure - one day i will find someone like you and i will always wishing the best for you. And one thing i ask from you, please don't ever forget me. Keep our memories in your heart...

My ideal

When I was a little girl, I always want to be a career woman. Have my own job and make my own money. And thank God, here I am right now. Sit down behind my desk with computer screen right in front of me and doing my job, God hear my wish and grant it. Yeeiiyyy...!!!

Now when i grow up - as a woman - I have another ideal. I don't just want to be a career woman, I also want to be a good wife and a good mother. I want to take care of my husband and my children later, and still working of course. I want to give them kiss and hug everyday and I want to make food for them with my own hand. Well, although i still cannot cook for now. Hehehe ...

May God hear my wishes and willing to grant it again, aamiin...

: )

I wish i will look as pretty as her when i'm pregnant, my wish... =D

 I will go out for shopping with my boy as my bodyguard, so cute... :*

 Hot Mommy, that's what i want to be. Just like them...

Mom's rule...!!

 And I want to have a happy family like this, so sweet... *daydreaming :p